I survived 2012 !!! ~_^

For me this year started with my freedom and so much enthusiasm around while i was in Delhi...It ended in serene and beautiful Kashmir (my Home sweet Home). I remember last year when me and my friends were plannin' to go out, party all night but we DIDN'T...the thought of comin' across some drunken people made us change our mind. Although we did enjoy at our own place, had a lil' party of our own in our room...gosh i miss my friends so so much...Movin on to 2012, it had many ups and downs, mostly downs. It wasn't a good year for me somewhere in the middle but towards the end, things are turnin' out to be just fine mA !! They say "all's well that ends well", so more important thing for me now is that i'm with my family...happy, safe and sound !! 

You know, a hard life helps us learn so much about ourselves, about the world, where we stand. So a reality check every now and then is necessary esp. when we turn into an egotist and self centered maniacs. We forget that we are nothin' without Allah SWT and began to think high/superior of ourselves. We began to underestimate other people and and we keep livin' in the wrong notion. Anyway my point is you learn at every lil' step that you take in life, I learned too. To be precise, 2012 was a big time learning year for me and i'm learning still...i struggled for sometime and then took a step forward...everytime the risk of failin' kept me down but gettin up with dignity is one of the imp. things i've achieved.People esp. critics would say a a lot of things which i couldn't get off my head...depressing shaitan-filled thought Get Lost...sometimes even thought i would never survive 2012 but here I am..i survived the criticism, the negativity, the possibility of bein' a good for nothin' person and finally got somewhere..reached a point where my vision became more clear.Although reachin' somewhere doesn't mean its the end...sometimes its the beginnin' to a new life...!!!

to be continued...still workin on this post... had to publish before 01/01/2013 ;)

#FreePalestinians #PrayForGaza !!!

I don't know much politics as i don't go through news channels just to avoid watchin people die everywhere, it seemed that we were born to die sometime but dyin' ruthlessly in wars, its never fair. I'd been one of those don't know don't care types person who needs a bit of conscience awakenin to see what's happening around the World. So, lately i've begun to face it, face things that make you cry your heart out, so self-involved i was i never realized the plight of the victims of war, so much for petty lil' things i asked from the Almighty i never realised there were children gettin killed(murdered) in a war...the War of Gaza...where Israelis are murederin innocent infants, children, women and senior citizens. Why the War...the map says it all 

How does a defensive action result in the total conquest of someone else's lands?

if you still want more proof about the Israel oppression...check out the site http://whatreallyhappened.com/WRHARTICLES/mapstellstory.html 

Killin' innocents is not justified at all, be it any War. I know discussin' about it won't help the innocent victims of Gaza war, but doin' nothin' and watchin' 'em die while we enjoy our pleasant life won't either. Anyone can bring a Revolution, infact we all born in a technology driven World have more mediums than anyone from ancient history.They say pen is mightier than the sword, so spread the word, bring out peace, stop the war. Humans with humanity can help in many ways, donate as much as you can, spread the truth as much as you can, as far as you can,don't turn a blind eye on things that are wrong whether its happenin' in any part of the World, stand against the injustice and atrociousness and first and foremost pray for the Palestinians, pray for Gaza !!!

Lastly, there's a some facts that i saw on facebook, i'd like to share.It may be out of context but it is somehow related ;

Today The International Media Specially Western Media AreSaying That..."All Muslims Are Not Terrorist But All Terrorist Are Muslim." But If You Go Back To The History Of The World You Will Find 100% Falsehood In This Statement.For Example:

1)In The History Of The World Who Has Killed Maximum Innocent Human Beings?????

"Hitler"

Do You Know Who Was He?????

He Was A Christian!!!

But Media Will Never Say That Christians Are Terrorist!!!!!

2)Joseph Stalin Called As Uncle Joe

"He Has Killed 20 Million Human Beings Including 14.5 Million Were Starved To Death"

Was He Muslim??

3) Mao Tse Tsung (China)

"He Has Killed 14 To 20 Million Human Beings."

Was He Muslim??

4) Benito Mussolini (Italy)

"He Has Killed 400 Thousand Human Being.

Was He Muslim??

5) Ashoka

"In Kalinga Battle He Has Killed 100 Thousand Human Being.

Was He Muslim??

6) Embargo Put By

George Bush

In Iraq 1/2 Million Children Has Been Killed In Iraq Alone!!!

Imagine This People Are Never Called Terrorist By The Media.

Why??

Today The Majority Of The Non Muslims Are Afraid By Hearing The Words "Jihad"

Jihad Is An Arabic Word Which Comes From Root Arabic Word"Jahad" Which Means "To Strive" Or "To Struggle"

"To Strive Or Struggle" Against Evil And For Justice, It Does Not Mean Killing Innocents ,The Difference is We Stand Against Evil , Not With Evil".

Eid Special !!! :)

so today all the Muslims around the World(includin' me) would be celebratin' Eid al-Adha (also known as Eid-ul-Zuha or Bakri Eid). i thought i should post some of my personal experiences durin' Eid since everyone knows why this eid is celebrated(if you don't google it) ;).When i was kid Eid seemed so much fun, gettin dressed and all...hmm...so where do i start ?!?

Lets start with mom made seviyan, i love it, without it Eid doesn't seem Eid at all. Durin' Eid i usually get up early in the mornin' and have breakfast (seviyan) with my family. Because of the busy schedules of other family members we don't get to have breakfast together. So, Eid brings us close to our families. Afterwards everyone in my family gets busy with their cell phones, callin' and receivin' phone calls from friends as well as close relatives and wishin Eid Mubarak. Now its time to pay visit to my close relatives who live nearby, my Aunts there offer tea, sweets, snacks etc etc. Even if i don't like tea i would take it, because its Eid and they'll feel bad if i don't eat anythin'. Can you imagine i had tea like 5 times today...gosh i feel like my food pipe is filled with tea upto my mouth, also my taste buds won't work for sometime now as i burned my tongue while drinkin' a hot cup of TEA. Is it necessary to eat more than your appetite only because its Eid, they might call it dietin' or actin' but honestly i'm not much of a foodie person. I do relish the tasty cuisines everyone prepare for Eid (the most common ones : "yakhni", "kofta" and "chicken") although it doesn't mean that one should eat everythin' that comes in the way.

After havin' a delightful lunch we(me and my didz) watch TV or some movie and the day comes to an end while we are lost in the movies or stuff. While guys (my cousins and all) go out and have fun meetin' other cousins and friends, most of the girls in Kashmir like me and my didz sit back home watchin' movies/TV(which we do almost every Sunday) waitin for the next guest, preparin food(TEA) for 'em. That is fun actually but the definition of fun is slightly modified since we grow up, too old for eidi now they say, but not old enough to go outta state alone *sigh*. 

I do go out sometimes with dad to meet my relatives, in fact, i may be the only girl in my "khandaan"(dynasty) who goes out on Eid, only when its my own ride and only when pops promises to get me back before lunch time. 

 So anyway, i almost forgot a very happy Eid to all. May Allah(SWT) bless you all !!!

okay now, tired, almost full, i'm feelin' sleepy...see you next time till then stay happy and keep rockin'...bye bye tchao !!! 

Wake me up when Cricket Ends !!!

September is endin' and i don't have anythin' to write. Well, what can i say, life is pretty dull these days. The mausum (weather) is awesome in Kashmir. Two seasons that i like the most is autumn and spring cause in both seasons goin' out for shoppin' or picnic or anythin' is fun, neither too much hot nor too much cold. I like goin' out for anythin' but interviews (yeah i'm still jobless/unemployed ).

Anyway, i've to finish this post before midnight tonight...umm...so here's what's new : its India v/s Pak cricket match and almost everyone is glued to their TV set (everyone in Kashmir atleast). I used to be like that but now cricket seems borin' to me plus i don't like to watch match when my fav. team is losin'. More than half of the Kashmiris support Pak cricket team so when its India v/s Pak, they forget about every other thing, cause at that moment the most important thing is the match between the two nations. Earlier when we did the same, my mum's fav. dialogue would be "yem zenaan ponse tuhi wechaan tamashe" (the cricketers make money as we sit there watchin 'em). When i was in school or in college India v/s Pak used to be one of the hot topics ever. The winnin' team supporters then teased and made fun of losin' team fans. Its like a mini war except that instead of guns and ammunitions people use harsh words. Many supporters get emotional and out of emotions they say things they don't mean. Cricket fever is high and people sufferin' from it get hyper for that period of time.They say these matches bring nations close but i don't see how. Although  the fun and enthusiast is  at the top  when there's a cricket match between India v/s Pak. 

So in today's match Pak lost to India yet again and i don't remember the last time when Pak had won a cricket match against India. Its been like this for a long time now and everytime i don't know why people have high hopes from 'em but everytime they disappoint.  Just FYI my fav. cricket team is Australia and now Pak has to face 'em to qualify for semi finals and India has to face South Africa for the same. And guess what ?!?! i don't care who wins or loses. All i care about is the news that would help contribute to my general knowledge. ;) =P

fun with google..!!!

everyone loves the playful Google doodle that Google uploads from time to time ....but here's somethin' else that i like and you might as well !!!! check it out and have fun

click on the links below to find out (no spam trust me :)

wanna know how mars looks like : http://www.google.com/mars/

sky is not the limit : http://www.google.com/sky/

so we do have some proof about first man on the moon afterall or is it just a myth : http://www.google.com/moon/

heard about Google mirror yet  http://elgoog.im/

almost everyone knows about the Google gravity : http://elgoog.im/gravity/

how about Google underwater : http://elgoog.im/underwater/

and there's Google terminal (my personal fav.) : http://elgoog.im/terminal/

some of the doodles from Google mirror http://elgoog.im/guitar/ and /http://elgoog.im/pacman/

for gothic people you might wanna keep this as your homepage : http://www.gothengine.com/

for hardcore metal-heads : http://www.metalgoogle.com/

change the Google logo to your name with some effect and surprise your friends like i did ;)

click here : http://www.goglogo.info/

or here : http://www.blackgoogle.info/

try this as well http://darkartsmedia.com/google.html  n this http://www.thatsloco.com/?q

do you know how many Google doodles have been made so far and if you've missed some cool ones....check out all the Google doodles so far http://www.google.com/doodles/finder/

you can always change the borin' white background of you Google home page u know ;)