Monday, December 31, 2012

I survived 2012 !!! ~_^

For me this year started with my freedom and so much enthusiasm around while i was in Delhi...It ended in serene and beautiful Kashmir (my Home sweet Home). I remember last year when me and my friends were plannin' to go out, party all night but we DIDN'T...the thought of comin' across some drunken people made us change our mind. Although we did enjoy at our own place, had a lil' party of our own in our room...gosh i miss my friends so so much...Movin on to 2012, it had many ups and downs, mostly downs. It wasn't a good year for me somewhere in the middle but towards the end, things are turnin' out to be just fine mA !! They say "all's well that ends well", so more important thing for me now is that i'm with my family...happy, safe and sound !! 
You know, a hard life helps us learn so much about ourselves, about the world, where we stand. So a reality check every now and then is necessary esp. when we turn into an egotist and self centered maniacs. We forget that we are nothin' without Allah SWT and began to think high/superior of ourselves. We began to underestimate other people and and we keep livin' in the wrong notion. Anyway my point is you learn at every lil' step that you take in life, I learned too. To be precise, 2012 was a big time learning year for me and i'm learning still...i struggled for sometime and then took a step forward...everytime the risk of failin' kept me down but gettin up with dignity is one of the imp. things i've achieved.People esp. critics would say a a lot of things which i couldn't get off my head...depressing shaitan-filled thought Get Lost...sometimes even thought i would never survive 2012 but here I am..i survived the criticism, the negativity, the possibility of bein' a good for nothin' person and finally got somewhere..reached a point where my vision became more clear.Although reachin' somewhere doesn't mean its the end...sometimes its the beginnin' to a new life...!!!

to be continued...still workin on this post... had to publish before 01/01/2013 ;)

Monday, November 26, 2012

#FreePalestinians #PrayForGaza !!!

I don't know much politics as i don't go through news channels just to avoid watchin people die everywhere, it seemed that we were born to die sometime but dyin' ruthlessly in wars, its never fair. I'd been one of those don't know don't care types person who needs a bit of conscience awakenin to see what's happening around the World. So, lately i've begun to face it, face things that make you cry your heart out, so self-involved i was i never realized the plight of the victims of war, so much for petty lil' things i asked from the Almighty i never realised there were children gettin killed(murdered) in a war...the War of Gaza...where Israelis are murederin innocent infants, children, women and senior citizens. Why the War...the map says it all 

How does a defensive action result in the total conquest of someone else's lands?

if you still want more proof about the Israel oppression...check out the site 
Killin' innocents is not justified at all, be it any War. I know discussin' about it won't help the innocent victims of Gaza war, but doin' nothin' and watchin' 'em die while we enjoy our pleasant life won't either. Anyone can bring a Revolution, infact we all born in a technology driven World have more mediums than anyone from ancient history.They say pen is mightier than the sword, so spread the word, bring out peace, stop the war. Humans with humanity can help in many ways, donate as much as you can, spread the truth as much as you can, as far as you can,don't turn a blind eye on things that are wrong whether its happenin' in any part of the World, stand against the injustice and atrociousness and first and foremost pray for the Palestinians, pray for Gaza !!!

Lastly, there's a some facts that i saw on facebook, i'd like to share.It may be out of context but it is somehow related ;

Today The International Media Specially Western Media AreSaying That..."All Muslims Are Not Terrorist But All Terrorist Are Muslim." But If You Go Back To The History Of The World You Will Find 100% Falsehood In This Statement.For Example:

1)In The History Of The World Who Has Killed Maximum Innocent Human Beings?????
Do You Know Who Was He?????
He Was A Christian!!!
But Media Will Never Say That Christians Are Terrorist!!!!!
2)Joseph Stalin Called As Uncle Joe
"He Has Killed 20 Million Human Beings Including 14.5 Million Were Starved To Death"
Was He Muslim??
3) Mao Tse Tsung (China)
"He Has Killed 14 To 20 Million Human Beings."
Was He Muslim??
4) Benito Mussolini (Italy)
"He Has Killed 400 Thousand Human Being.
Was He Muslim??
5) Ashoka
"In Kalinga Battle He Has Killed 100 Thousand Human Being.
Was He Muslim??
6) Embargo Put By
George Bush
In Iraq 1/2 Million Children Has Been Killed In Iraq Alone!!!
Imagine This People Are Never Called Terrorist By The Media.
Today The Majority Of The Non Muslims Are Afraid By Hearing The Words "Jihad"
Jihad Is An Arabic Word Which Comes From Root Arabic Word"Jahad" Which Means "To Strive" Or "To Struggle"
"To Strive Or Struggle" Against Evil And For Justice, It Does Not Mean Killing Innocents ,The Difference is We Stand Against Evil , Not With Evil".

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Eid Special !!! :)

so today all the Muslims around the World(includin' me) would be celebratin' Eid al-Adha (also known as Eid-ul-Zuha or Bakri Eid). i thought i should post some of my personal experiences durin' Eid since everyone knows why this eid is celebrated(if you don't google it) ;).When i was kid Eid seemed so much fun, gettin dressed and where do i start ?!?

Lets start with mom made seviyan, i love it, without it Eid doesn't seem Eid at all. Durin' Eid i usually get up early in the mornin' and have breakfast (seviyan) with my family. Because of the busy schedules of other family members we don't get to have breakfast together. So, Eid brings us close to our families. Afterwards everyone in my family gets busy with their cell phones, callin' and receivin' phone calls from friends as well as close relatives and wishin Eid Mubarak. Now its time to pay visit to my close relatives who live nearby, my Aunts there offer tea, sweets, snacks etc etc. Even if i don't like tea i would take it, because its Eid and they'll feel bad if i don't eat anythin'. Can you imagine i had tea like 5 times today...gosh i feel like my food pipe is filled with tea upto my mouth, also my taste buds won't work for sometime now as i burned my tongue while drinkin' a hot cup of TEA. Is it necessary to eat more than your appetite only because its Eid, they might call it dietin' or actin' but honestly i'm not much of a foodie person. I do relish the tasty cuisines everyone prepare for Eid (the most common ones : "yakhni", "kofta" and "chicken") although it doesn't mean that one should eat everythin' that comes in the way.

After havin' a delightful lunch we(me and my didz) watch TV or some movie and the day comes to an end while we are lost in the movies or stuff. While guys (my cousins and all) go out and have fun meetin' other cousins and friends, most of the girls in Kashmir like me and my didz sit back home watchin' movies/TV(which we do almost every Sunday) waitin for the next guest, preparin food(TEA) for 'em. That is fun actually but the definition of fun is slightly modified since we grow up, too old for eidi now they say, but not old enough to go outta state alone *sigh*. 
I do go out sometimes with dad to meet my relatives, in fact, i may be the only girl in my "khandaan"(dynasty) who goes out on Eid, only when its my own ride and only when pops promises to get me back before lunch time. 

 So anyway, i almost forgot a very happy Eid to all. May Allah(SWT) bless you all !!!

okay now, tired, almost full, i'm feelin' sleepy...see you next time till then stay happy and keep rockin'...bye bye tchao !!! 

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Wake me up when Cricket Ends !!!

September is endin' and i don't have anythin' to write. Well, what can i say, life is pretty dull these days. The mausum (weather) is awesome in Kashmir. Two seasons that i like the most is autumn and spring cause in both seasons goin' out for shoppin' or picnic or anythin' is fun, neither too much hot nor too much cold. I like goin' out for anythin' but interviews (yeah i'm still jobless/unemployed ).

Anyway, i've to finish this post before midnight here's what's new : its India v/s Pak cricket match and almost everyone is glued to their TV set (everyone in Kashmir atleast). I used to be like that but now cricket seems borin' to me plus i don't like to watch match when my fav. team is losin'. More than half of the Kashmiris support Pak cricket team so when its India v/s Pak, they forget about every other thing, cause at that moment the most important thing is the match between the two nations. Earlier when we did the same, my mum's fav. dialogue would be "yem zenaan ponse tuhi wechaan tamashe" (the cricketers make money as we sit there watchin 'em). When i was in school or in college India v/s Pak used to be one of the hot topics ever. The winnin' team supporters then teased and made fun of losin' team fans. Its like a mini war except that instead of guns and ammunitions people use harsh words. Many supporters get emotional and out of emotions they say things they don't mean. Cricket fever is high and people sufferin' from it get hyper for that period of time.They say these matches bring nations close but i don't see how. Although  the fun and enthusiast is  at the top  when there's a cricket match between India v/s Pak. 

So in today's match Pak lost to India yet again and i don't remember the last time when Pak had won a cricket match against India. Its been like this for a long time now and everytime i don't know why people have high hopes from 'em but everytime they disappoint.  Just FYI my fav. cricket team is Australia and now Pak has to face 'em to qualify for semi finals and India has to face South Africa for the same. And guess what ?!?! i don't care who wins or loses. All i care about is the news that would help contribute to my general knowledge. ;) =P

Friday, August 24, 2012

fun with google..!!!

everyone loves the playful Google doodle that Google uploads from time to time ....but here's somethin' else that i like and you might as well !!!! check it out and have fun

click on the links below to find out (no spam trust me :)

wanna know how mars looks like :

sky is not the limit :

so we do have some proof about first man on the moon afterall or is it just a myth :

heard about Google mirror yet

almost everyone knows about the Google gravity :

how about Google underwater :

and there's Google terminal (my personal fav.) :

some of the doodles from Google mirror and /

for gothic people you might wanna keep this as your homepage :

for hardcore metal-heads :

change the Google logo to your name with some effect and surprise your friends like i did ;)

do you know how many Google doodles have been made so far and if you've missed some cool ones....check out all the Google doodles so far

you can always change the borin' white background of you Google home page u know ;)

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

think positive'...stay happy !!! :)

we are livin' in an age of anger and anxiety, stress and strain, competition and such a tense atmosphere we are likely to lose our cool...we get worried lest we would fail in any field of our life...everybody has some complaint from life...while worryin' over trifles we forget the miseries of our fellow human beings....and thus become selfish....there are many people who enjoy many comforts of life but still they indulge in self-pity...

some of us want a great job to earn money...some want to gain weight and some want to be skinny...some want to be in a relationship...and some have other minor reasons...all of 'em have a same goal....and that is to be happy....but still no one is satisfied from what they get...thats cause happiness is not a slave to such minor things...

in my opinion to be happy we should think more of others and less of ourselves...we should appreciate the beauties of the beauty of sunset or stars at night, the calm pleasures of walkin' on a beach or a long road and the blossomin' of flowers in spring...we should not worry about trifles as they bring nothin' but sorrows and tensions...doubts and fear are the results of self pity...they are the greatest road blocks in the way of human progress...we can achieve somethin' in life only by liftin' our thoughts...real success comes through selfless efforts and not through selfish ones...we can attain great heights when we stop complainin' and grumblin' should try to be optimistic and learn from his past mistakes...we should try till we succeed....whenever there is trouble we must face it boldly and manfully....if we think correctly and act courageously we can overcome all our miseries and misfortunes...!!!!

choice is your's !!!

Saturday, August 11, 2012

just few weeks back i read a very heart touchin' story about an old couple, livin in Kashmir, all by themselves. its just sad how they had worked so hard for their children to make 'em a better they had fulfilled their every single need since childhood to adulthood and when it was the time for payback their so called sons left 'em alone to perish....the couple only have each other now...through sickness and in health they support each other, through sorrow and in happiness !!!

people often forget the sacrifices made by their parents for 'em....this may be just one story but there are many stories like that...where sons after gettin' married or settled either leave their parents or make 'em live in old age homes...i understand sometimes it is because their daughter-in-law can't get along with 'em...but a wise person is one who keeps a balance between their parents and wife...not throw away their parents in old age homes just to please their wife...havin' parents/grandparents at home is simply a blessing from can one just throw their blessing away...

for gals i would say treat your parents-in-law like your own parents...the more old they get the more childlike they handle 'em with care and be patient with 'em...
as for parents-in-law...they shouldn't treat their daughter-in-law badly either...she's someone's daughter too...
there would be peace and harmony in the whole world...if only people cared about each other,selflessly loved each other, swallowed their pride and treated everyone equally !!!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

sometimes things just happen.....we can't control 'em but we can adjust ourselves to face the new challenges....the days gonna be better soon....just stay strong, be positive, b'lieve in yourself and above all have faith in Almighty.... thats all that it takes....!!!

At times of distress sweet lil' things make me a nice email from a good friend, a call from an old friend and a nice lil' chat with my didz makes me realize that i'm not alone....there are people who care for me....So may be its time that i should just move out of my hideout and enter into the Real World.....cause may be the Real World is waitin' for me too :) and oh hey....i'm lookin' for a job right now....hope to get it soon ...faced my first interview.....wasn't bad at all....wish they had openings...I'm tryin' to keep myself busy....readin' books, improvin' my GK(which is zero btw)....watchin' TV series "TVD, BBT, HIMYM, F.R.I.E.N.D.S are my favorites and Gossip Girl lately"....No matter whichever series i watch i know nothin' can be as AWESOME as all time favorite....each character is unique and best....i love the Joey's Dumbness (dumb though cute ;), Chandler's Sarcasm, Ross's Expressions, Monica's Obsession and Phoebe's for Rachael, i can relate to her and her family at many times, like her doc father, her unable to do household chores, etc.

So movin' on...i deactivated my facebook page for the infinith time....realizin' that may be that's not the right place for me at the moment....when i'm tryin' to figure out my life after college/university....Wish i could just know what my destiny would be....mystery is good as long as the outcome is times i don't like suspense and drama which is ironical because accordin' to some reliable sources bein' dramatic is in my blood.....and talk about suspense....Agatha Christie is my childhood favorite....speakin' of which i should get back to my book....i know i'm not makin' any sense...but you know when you are jobless/unemployed you aren't s'pposed to make sense at i leave you with a positive thought... 

"To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me!!"

alright...not my some awesome email

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Long time i know.....had been busy with my final semesters final exam...too many thoughts had to hold back because of the busy days.....wish i had penned down....nothin' on my mind lately...gosh i miss the busy me....Now that my exams are over i don't know what to do further.....but surely will figure somethin' out if my folks/relatives let me decide for me...for once...i think my folks know me the best.....they have always encouraged me and never pushed me into a career that i didn't wanna go for....i wish my dream come true i can make 'em proud....proud of havin' a daughter!!
so anyway i was just thinkin' about the existence of a girl lately...and it made me think why is it that whenever a girl is born somewhere people there aren't much happy....well not as much as happy when a boy is what is it that makes 'em sad...May be its because havn' a daughter make parents so worried about everythin'.....her future...her career....everythin' in the way from bein' a kid to a grown up girl....and even if after they've done their job really well raising day, they have to give her away(i mean after her marriage)....and what happens after marriage....well we all know "Life after Marriage"

Being a girl ain't that i've realized....Competing in the world of chauvinist men is hard.....i always am proud to be a girl but at times i do wish i was boy....only the times when i need to do somethin' make an impression that i'm not scared of anyone or use my brain more than necessary....i really like it when i come across things where girls outshine it studies or any other field....What i don't like is the racism....which happens in most of the if a boy does somethin' wrong he would be forgiven and his deeds would be forgotten just like that....but if a girl has done the same thing she would be tortured and humiliated her whole life....even if at times she hasn't done anythin' wrong, still people find a way to excruciate her...also a girl has to learn cooking and other kitchen chores only because she is a girl....while a boy just sits there enjoy his meals and watches TV, play computer in and day out....I'm grateful that my folks ain't like that....they're cool...may be that's because i don't have a brother...i don't know...and its not that i hold some grudge against boys or somethin' like that....its just that i hope everyone realizes the value of havin' a daughter...treat 'em with respect and care for 'em as much as they care for their sons...

In fact, Islam has designated a special reward for raising them that is not granted for raising sons. Anas  may  Allaah  be  pleased  with  him reported that the Prophet  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) said: "He who raises two daughters until their puberty will be with me in Paradise like this", and he symbolized the proximity by showing two of his fingers with a slight gap between them." (Muslim)
`Aa’ishah  may  Allaah  be  pleased  with  her related: "A woman by the name of Jameelah came to me with her two daughters. She asked me for charity but found nothing with me except a date, which I gave her. She divided it between her two daughters and ate nothing herself; then, she got up and left. After this, the Messenger of Allaah  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) came, so I narrated this story to him; he  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) said: “He who is involved (in the responsibility) of (nurturing) daughters and is generous to them, will have them as a fortification for himself against the Hellfire.” (Al-Bukhaari & Muslim) In another narration of this incident, `Aa’ishah  may  Allaah  be  pleased  with  her related: "A poor woman came to me with her two daughters. I gave her three dates; she gave each of them a date and was about to eat the third one when one of her daughters asked her for it, so she divided it between her two daughters and ate nothing herself, and I liked what she did. After this, the Messenger of Allaah  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) came, so I told him what she did, and he  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) said: "Allaah obligated Paradise for her due to this date, and (also) freed her from Hell."(Muslim)
Pay close attention to wording of the following narration: the Prophet  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) said: “He who is tested by (the guardianship) of daughters….” Why did he  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) use the word: “…tested…”? He said it because raising them is a responsibility and a test from Allaah to see how His slave would act: Will he be kind to them? Will he raise them correctly?
The nature of this responsibility was further clarified in other narrations, such as: “If he patiently feeds them and endows them with clothing …" (Ibn Maajah)., and:  “…Provides for them and marries them off…” (At-Tabaraani)., and: “…Properly raises them and fears Allaah in the manner in which he deals with them.” (At-Tirmithi)
This is what is required when dealing with daughters: kindness, which results in Paradise, as the Prophet  sallallaahu  `alayhi  wa  sallam ( may  Allaah exalt his mention ) said: “Whoever Allaah has given two daughters and is kind towards them, will have them as a reason for him to be admitted into Paradise.” And: “Whoever Allaah has given three daughters and he perseveres through raising them, will have them as a shield for him from the Hellfire on the Day of Resurrection.”

Saturday, April 14, 2012

No Brain No Pain !!! :D

found somewhere on the internet....suits me perfectly right now !!!! ;)

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

My Grandfather...My Ideal !!!

if there was a perfect man on earth that i know of  was indeed my Grandfather.....he left me and this world about a month back...i didn't even get to see or talk to him for the last time...i don't have words to tell how i feel right now or felt when i heard about this.....still can't b'lieve he's gone....a person who cared about everyone...a person with principles....genuine in every sense....i still remember the last time when i talked to him....had seen a dream about him....he was happy and healthy and we were all happy with him...lil' did i know that he's gonna be sick after that....every time i talked to him on the phone....he told me not to be stressed or my mind and enjoy to the could i possibly know that he's gonna leave me soon...

i still remember when i was a kid he used to sing me lullaby so that i sleep....i still hear his voice in my dreams sometimes....still feel myself cryin' in my dream at times...his words echoin' in my that he has gone i feel an empty many things we had to do many words were left unspoken....!!!!!

he was great Muslim and b'lieve me if i inherit even 10%  of his qualities....i would be the most luckiest girl on earth....before he died he made a will.....long time ago....and distributed to some relatives and acquaintances  so when he dies people follow that...

Note : i can't translate all this in English....if you don't get anythin' ask me in person... 

it was nothin' but a request to follow what Islam says.....not that Kashmiri trend where people create an event of gettin' together in someone's offence...but it really does hurt when they forget about the death and get busy in preparin'/eatin' wazwan(kashmiri dishes) and talkin' / gossipin' about other people .....while they should be prayin' to God...!!

No words to describe how much i MISS you Abajan
May Allah SWT grant you a place in Jannat-ul-Firdous .....Aameen !!!!

Saturday, January 28, 2012

in the quest f findin me i lost myself...!!!!!

my journey had already begun in my imagination when i came to know 'bout my trip...i like to dream a lot...about stuff that i like to happen to me...
so anyway mommy didn't want me to go by road but daddy wanted me to have a lifetime experience once...he wants me to be tough n rough but mommy pampers me...both love me...that i came to know later how much they missed me while i was gone...even my didz...she took care of everythin'  i needed durin' that trip...i could see tears in her eyes when i was leavin'...i didn't cry...i was way too excited !!! ;)
and thus the road trip started....early in the mornin'...seemed like we were off for a picnic...considerin' that bus had only our classmates as passengers...only 2 or 3 who slept at the back were unknown strangers...the road to Jammu was scary but awesome at the same time...we ate...we sung....we played on the way to our destination..!!!

first stop Jammu : a place that literally...i really felt the need of pure oxygen/air there...a place that resembles Kashmir but not in the least can compete with it...the houses with flat roofs...cause of the fact that there's never me and my friends had plans to meet one of our friend's sister there...also we were havin' 2nd thoughts about goin' there as we thought we would miss our train which was s'pposed to be almost 4 hrs later after we reached there...the place where my friends sister lived was cool and calm...her kid was sho cute but naughty...he did things which i told him not to just to annoy me...but nonetheless we became good friends...we were really exhausted and wished that our train trip could've been the day after as none of us had enough strength left for another road trip...that too by train...we wanted to sleep...
as we were gettin' ready to get back to the railway station i got a call informin' that our train has been canceled...just when we wanted things to go got worst...b'lieve me when we were standin' there that night it reminded me of that scene from the movie "Jab We Met" where the main lead actress misses her train again and is all alone...except that here we weren't alone...all classmates and friends an unknown night...wonderin' what we gonna do next...after a lot of drama and nuisance created it was finally decided that gals gonna go to my friend's sister's residence till the next day...!!!
the next day we first explored a bit of stinky Jammu then finally took off for Delhi...the sleeper coach looked scary...a bit like a coffin...i really felt heavyhearted and then my dad called the same time...after talkin' to him i felt good and with my friends around i never felt alone...we squeezed into a single cabin...3 of us...and others were close by...laughin' n talkin' we reached a dhaba(canteen) on the highway...i had never been to a dhaba...the food was salt-less and tasteless (bad experience) i sorta knew that from that moment the only good food air or water i'm gonna get is when i get back to my homeland(i.e Kashmir : really a heaven on earth)

next stop Delhi : a place which is oxygen-less again...polluted to the core...the food is tasteless...and the people are as cold as ice....livin' a life where time and money are the main criteria....kinda dead inside...we reached really early in the mornin'...5.30 i guess...but it didn't seem so early...guess people of Delhi never sleep....the view was good...but the thing that was really depressin' were the people sleepin on the streets...some of 'em under the bridge...if Delhi was so developed then why the hell people there slept on the streets...that too in the chillin' winter...somethin' that was really disturbin'...!!!
finally we headed to our accommodation...half-dead and sleepy....walkin' like zombies and carryin' our friend fell off the escalator and seconds later i fell off the stairs with my baggage which was pullin me through..."my first fall in Delhi" ;D
i began to like the hi-tech Delhi...not the crowded Delhi...i mean i did kinda like New Delhi esp. the Connaught Place...but Old Delhi is too tacky and crowded and the people there stared as if we were from another and my friends almost got lost in Old Delhi...and moreover Old Delhi ain't as happenin' as New anyway...Jama Masjid, Red Fort, Rashtrapati Bhavan, India Gate, Nizam-ud-din, NZP, Lotus Temple were some f the places we also made me realize that i haven't explored my own homeland to that extent...only if we weren't s'ppose to study there...we would have explored Delhi i missed to explore Gurgaon and some really awesome malls...our fav. and the most happenin' mall was the Great India Place located in Noida(a place which was close to our residential area as well as study area)....i misss roamin' there with friends in the evenin' !!!! i miss the metro...i miss the photo shoots...i miss speakin' my kinda kashmiri :P....i miss the nautanki/masti with my friends...i miss watchin movies in the theater....i miss the songs which we used to listen the most...i miss the parties for no reason...i miss textin'(FYI textin' is still banned in Kashmir)...i miss shoppin'...i miss my friends takin' care f me when i was sick or got injured or suffered the biggest loss f my life !!!! :'(
and finally...i never thought i would say this after all that i said 'bout Delhi i can't b'lieve the words comin' outta my mouth..."I MISS DELHI"...i miss every lil' bit of it ...

crowd near the Delhi Metro!!! 

now i really do wish to get a job outside Kashmir...Kashmir is a heaven indeed...the people here are really lovin' and carin' but what i don't like is the interference and negativity...the air water and food is just splendid...although it would take ages for Kashmir to be as developed as any other state/city of India...wish i could do somethin' to speed up the progress...nevertheless
"Home Sweet Home"
like all good things come to an end...this too had to but the memories will always be cherished...and i'm gonna get over i always have.."life time experience" is what i call it.

p.s. : now you may or may not find it interestin'...cause almost everyone has been to Delhi/Jammu atleast once in a no big deal....however those everyone haven't seen these places through my perspective !!! ;)